frazzled.

Where am I sitting now?

My living room.

Where was I sitting an hour ago?

Melbourne airport.

Where was I supposed to be tomorrow?

New Zealand.

I have to admit that maybe for one of the first time's in my life I fully quit. I chickened out. I very rashly decided to go and booked a trip to New Zealand alone. The time was coming, I had sat in the airport all day prepared to sleep there and take off in the morning and I just couldn't do it. I wasn't ready and I wasn't prepared, so I cancelled my trip and came home. Do I feel better? Yes? Do I feel good about my decision? Yes. Would I have had a good time and been fine had I pulled through? Most likely, but I just was not prepared. Maybe it was a mistake, but for now I feel good about my decision and I can't turn back now, not tonight anyways. I will be making my way to New Zealand at some point eventually and I will tell you about it then!

There's no place like home (Australia).

Sincerely,
AUS